New chapter of ramadhan reached day 9 in Malaysia. My last post was a year ago before i start a new chapter in my life as MSc candidature. It is 2nd ramadhan in my life as postgraduate student in tronoh perak. Throughout this up down moment, many things happened in my life. I was given an opportunity to attached for research work at Japan. Many things I learned. New friends added to the list. Japanese culture has open up my eyes. BUT, even how good they are, I still missed spicy foods, the warm weather and good closed family around throughout 3 month there. How far you go, your hometown is still the best.

it has been a long day today - i start this bright day today with 2 piece of GARDENIA white bread and a very old story of high school movie - toy soldiers. actually, i've watched this movie last 2 weeks, but because of the weather - ASTRO having a problem - i didn't manage to get what really happened at the end of the movie.

after having a nice 2 hours and half show, i make a promise to myself to continue my work, hoping that, i could finish it up even it will takes my rest of the day. funny and sad to say, i could not manage to move even for single line of words.

praying that, there is something could accompany me myself, i turn on the tv and start searching for a show. its SUNDAY! dush! nothing to watch. opppps. its junior masterchef. even, i already watched that epi for several times, its ok! i have been so crazy with those lil kids, they can serve a wonderful dish from desserts to meats without getting helps from the older people. just imagine how old are them. 8 to 11 years old! OK! wahhhhhh! hoping and praying again that i have the talent as much as them.

ok!ok! enough about them. my stomach starting to make a noisy sound. going to the kitchen, starts to think, what can I get for a lunch. there are fish, sausages and tomatoes. so, i fry the fish, boil the sausages and make some minang tomato.

continue my day with a cup of white coffee and Japanese movie from mysoju. about love. three different stories set at three different places. i can say that, sometimes, even you are come from similar blood ties, it doesn't mean that, you will not have a communication breakdown. ya! its true, as known by many, Taiwan, Shanghai and Japan does not sharing the same languages. the people in that story, is having such communication difficulties in day to day life. but love has tied them all.

setelah panjang lebar aku menceceh pasal apa yang aku buat hari ini, aku terfikir, apa yang sebenarnya ingin dikongsi. aku pernah terbaca.maksudnya lebih kurang begini. biarkan apa yang kita tulis, mampu memberi secebis ilmu mahupun pengajaran kepada pembaca. jangan dibiarkan apa yang kita tulis, mengkhayalkan mereka. adeh! pikir-pikir cepat.

dari pagi aku menonton, aku dapat rumuskan, jangan menilai sesuatu dari luaran. lihat sahaja dari toy soldiers. remaja-remaja itu remaja yang bermasalah. mereka sering dikenakan tindikan disiplin. mereka sebenarnya, anak-anak yang pandai tapi kekurangan kasih sayang. lihat sahaja, dipertengahan cerita, kepandaian mereka membantu pihak sekolah menewaskan penjenayah yang menawan sekolah mereka. CLICHE! dah tahu sangat apa yang bakal diluahkan oleh ramai pihak.

aku tak nafikan setiap cerita, pasti berakhir dengan watak utama berjaya dalam sesuatu keadaan. namun, apapun, itu tidak penting. yang penting, lihat pada hati, jangan dilihat pada luaran.

ada suatu hadith yang bermaksud "setiap perbuatan itu bermula dengan niat" . jadi tidak kisah apa pandangan manusia, tetapi jika niat kita betul, insyaAllah, yang lain ditanggung beres!

idioms ni selalunya dikaitkan dengan masalah. dua-dua pihak memainkan peranan dalam satu-satu perbalahan. tapi hari ni, rasa nak twist sikit. i want to use this idiom as a way of how we make a decision.

akal dan kemahuan sangat penting dalam sistem tubuh manusia. nafsu sisi penting kemahuan yang bermotifkan sesuatu yang negatif tanpa dipgari oleh akal, mampu membawa manusia ke arah kejahatan.akal yang dipandu ilmu dan iman, insyaAllah mampu membanteras kejahatan.

lihat sahaja di luar sana. aku tidak mampu menuding pada mana-mana pihak. sering kali kita menuding faktor-faktor luaran sebagai penyebab sesuatu kejadian. oklah, tidak perlu pergi lebih jauh. lihat sahaja, masalah buang bayi yang semakin berleluasa. sering kali kita menyalahkan media massa, faktor kawan sekeliling.

cuba sesekali kita renung kembali. tidak dinafikan, fitrah kita manusia dijadikan dengan nafsu dan kemahuan. untuk dikasihi, untuk mengasihi. memang, it takes two to tango to that situation could happen. kalau tidak pujuk rayu oleh satu pihak, manakan terhasilnya perbuatan sumbang. tetapi pernah kah kita cuba kalihkan sedikit minda kita.

dengan adanya akal yang dipandu ilmu dan iman, pasti kita terfikir buruk dan baik sesuatu perkara. it takes two to tango. satukan kemahuan dengan akal. insyaAllah kita mampu untuk menepis sisi-sisi keburukan dalam sesuatu kemahuan.

it only takes a minute to change our life. yang pasti tepuk dada, tanyalah iman. apakah kesudahan hidup yang kita inginkan.

mata sudah berpinar-pinar ... baru berpuluh perenggan, mata sudah tidak mampu menanggung beban ... hakikatnya, kurang dari sepuluh jurnal menunggu beratur untuk dihadam ...

tetapi, semuanya tersimpan rapi dalam jantung hati...

lantas, apa yang mampu kukatakan

AKU RINDU SAMA SI DIA si kotak pencetak ... tolong daku cetakkan semuanya :(

pagi2 bukk mata cr HYSYS! apa nk jd x tahulh, due date jumaat ni n kalu kira betul2, ak hny da 3miggu slps ak kena buat everything lps poster hr tu! sedih penat letih! 3 bnda yg buat ak serabut skarang!

after being invited to be a writer in chemi's outing blog, ak br perasan ak da 2 blog yg dh lm x update. almost 1 YEAR! busy punya pasal. lps ni, insyaallah blh2lah ak update slalu.

The Climb
by Miley Cyrus



I can almost see it,
That dream I'm dreamin'
But theres a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But, No, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember Most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'

And, I, I got to be Strong
Just Keep pushing, on
'Cause theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its The Climb

Yeah
Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep the faith baby
Its all about
Its all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep the faith woah